Beloved, you do not need more disappointment. You must press on and continue to move higher in My kingdom and stay focused on what is important eternally. Not doing that will cost you more than you are willing to pay in terms of setbacks, says the Lord.
You have continued to progress in spiritual maturity, but you will be tempted to try to go back to old places and re-establish old associations. Doing that will not produce what you had hoped for and will only cause a greater sense of separation from the past than before.